Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Another two week wait

This month was supposed to be not trying, but not preventing, and that's what we did.  But, now that I'm in my two week wait, I find myself really hoping I'm pregnant again. I was going to try to hold out until after a possible missed period to test, to follow along with our approach this month, but for the past few days, at some point in the day I'd convince myself I was pregnant.  And so, I've tested the last two days... with negative results.  Last month I got my positive the evening of 9DPO (days past ovulation) and today I'm 10DPO, so I'm a little discouraged.  I keep reminding myself that every pregnancy is different, and that if a few extra days or months of waiting gives me a sticky baby it is well worth the wait. 

I think Husband is upset that I'm not waiting to test- the reason we planned to wait was so that we wouldn't get attached if we are pregnant and miscarry early again.  I see his point- I even agree with him, but right now I'm analyzing every twinge, high temperature, etc and wondering.  Plus, my new doctor has said I could come in as soon as I get a positive test, and if there is anything that could be done to prevent another loss, I want to know as soon as possible. 

Plus, I'm a POAS addict.

1 comment:

  1. Ugh, waiting is the hardest. Hope the time goes quickly!